Today is one of those days.
I wish I could gather all of my children around me and have their company for one full day.
I miss them.
I like the adults they have grown into.
They are my favorite people to spend time with.
And I include my daughters-in-law in this mix.
Cam and Eli came for a few hours this afternoon and while Eli slept the afternoon away, Cameron and I played. We colored. We played cars. We played Buzz Lightyear and then just had to turn on Toy Story 2 for full interaction. He let me entertain him with my silly songs and hula dance. He laughs at me. He thinks I am funny. Is that what makes grandchildren so special? They like US? Whatever it is - I cherish it.
When the boys left this afternoon, I was left with this yearning to have my little boys back here with my little girl and play with them or take them to practice (those were the BEST times, in the car with a captive audience), or fix them dinner, or help them with their homework.
But, alas - I have done my job and they are fine, independent citizens living great lives and giving back.
What I wish is that there were a way to slacken the stretched rubberband of time out so that the super concentrated time when they are all at home with a ba-zillion things going on (and you feel like the rubber band is going to break) could be meted out, less concentrated, lasting longer.
As it is, it gets stretched to the limit and when it does begins to slaken, without even realizing it, the rubberband becomes totally
pliable. It's changed before you know it.
And it happens so quickly.
"Pliable: flexible, easily bent or molded, adjusting readily, adaptable, suceptible to being led or directed."Since there is no going back in time, it is my time to be pliable.
This could be fun. Maybe I'll join a Yoga class...